A thought process

Have you ever thought so hard about a person before?

I realised my thoughts are increasingly invaded by a certain someone, and it's almost driving me mad, and the worst place to think about it is in church..And I do think of him a lot, especially in church, which makes me feel really really bad..Sighs. This picture of just happily attending church is what is in my mind every Sunday now..

Trying to count my blessings..

Still I'm determined to keep praying. And try to stop my wishful "building sandcastles in the air". And try to stop being envious about friends who get attached right after they break up..

Get real, love always come when you least expect it.

Otteoke..


.The thought process the only thing that's keeping me sane.

love the lyrics of this song..echoes my sentiments..

Lesson Learnt

Reminder to myself..& all who are reading this post

NEVER SHARE WHAT YOU & A GOOD FRIEND'S (ESP YOUR CRUSH/BF) CONVO CONTENT TO OTHERS

I thought it might be hearmless cos I was happy for him. But well..Learnt a painful lesson which may screw my relationship with J.

OMG. :(

Can only pray & hope for the best.

Stuck onto Sam Carter :)

Just a short post in the midst of studying - good things must be shared.. maybe not Sam Carter :p

Anyway, I bought tickets to Lunafly's concert on 12 May, less than a month away, can't wait!!!! Splurged on the VIP priority pass ($121) but it's totally worth it (I hope!)

Well, I'm head over heels in love with this new Korean band; they can't dance but they sure look good, play awesome covers and songs, as well as are talented in their own individual ways :)

Speaking of which, Sam (leader of Lunafly) hosts a section of Arirang Radio daily for 2h (4-6pm) - Super Kpop and I do try to listen to it everyday ;)

Do take a listen too!

http://www.arirang.co.kr/Radio/Radio_Home.asp?PROG_CODE=RADR0155&MENU_CODE=101730&code=Be1

And for now there's a new stream starring them! They are awfully funny :) And unlike other bands, they do try their best to interact with fans
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/official-lunafly

Letting go...

And so, I blurted it out to him...

As much as I didn't want to for fear of being back to square one, being alone doing stuff, being in a world where I felt wasn't fair because there is so much love but you just have none of it.

After talking to a number of people, I decided still, to be fair, I had to let go. It was hard, struggled with the decision for 3 weeks & counting, tears & nights thinking about it...

He said he saw it coming, it was his fault, doing all the weird and wrong things that pissed me off. But no, it was mine, my heart was divided, so much so that I liked him but wasn't willing to sacrifise anything - that wasn't love. I think he was nice, in fact, too nice, and I could tell that he loved me so. All the endless gifts, notes and little stuff he did..

Just that I felt he wasn't my soulmate.

I guess love does work in funny ways and I really don't know what God is planning in my life, one soul who really can't stand being alone and always in need to feel that she matters in the eyes of someone. I really hope God won't let me live in regret :(

These 4 months had been fun. But the sad fact is, all good things must come to an end.

I only pray that God will do something.

List of Songs for Going on a Holiday!

Ok after listening to Lunafly's new album..it made me think of recommending a list of songs that you should put on your playlist if you're going on a holiday.. Basically these songs make you feel happy, jumpy, cheerful & just feel like dancing..hehehes..

1. Sistar - Loving You (Beach style)

2. Show Luo, Rainie Yang  羅志祥 楊丞琳 王見王 (City Style)

3. Kim Greem - Love Song (Countryside style)

4. IU - Beautiful Dancer (Concert Style)

5. 2pm - Hands Up (Club Style)

6. Lunafly - Fly to Love (Getaway style)

Happy Song :D - Introducing LUNAFLY!!!

Ok 2 days more to the last race for the sem - NUS Biathlon - hope I'll do well despite the off-formness I've been feeling since I was back from Adelaide..

Anyways to sidetrack a little - here's a new band that really is pure talented (though I think most Kpop bands I know of are too) They're quite unique actually but this song makes me sooooo happy that I just feel like dancing :)

Hehehs..

Lunafly - Fly to Love

Enjoy!