Lesson Learnt

Reminder to myself..& all who are reading this post

NEVER SHARE WHAT YOU & A GOOD FRIEND'S (ESP YOUR CRUSH/BF) CONVO CONTENT TO OTHERS

I thought it might be hearmless cos I was happy for him. But well..Learnt a painful lesson which may screw my relationship with J.

OMG. :(

Can only pray & hope for the best.

Stuck onto Sam Carter :)

Just a short post in the midst of studying - good things must be shared.. maybe not Sam Carter :p

Anyway, I bought tickets to Lunafly's concert on 12 May, less than a month away, can't wait!!!! Splurged on the VIP priority pass ($121) but it's totally worth it (I hope!)

Well, I'm head over heels in love with this new Korean band; they can't dance but they sure look good, play awesome covers and songs, as well as are talented in their own individual ways :)

Speaking of which, Sam (leader of Lunafly) hosts a section of Arirang Radio daily for 2h (4-6pm) - Super Kpop and I do try to listen to it everyday ;)

Do take a listen too!

http://www.arirang.co.kr/Radio/Radio_Home.asp?PROG_CODE=RADR0155&MENU_CODE=101730&code=Be1

And for now there's a new stream starring them! They are awfully funny :) And unlike other bands, they do try their best to interact with fans
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/official-lunafly

Letting go...

And so, I blurted it out to him...

As much as I didn't want to for fear of being back to square one, being alone doing stuff, being in a world where I felt wasn't fair because there is so much love but you just have none of it.

After talking to a number of people, I decided still, to be fair, I had to let go. It was hard, struggled with the decision for 3 weeks & counting, tears & nights thinking about it...

He said he saw it coming, it was his fault, doing all the weird and wrong things that pissed me off. But no, it was mine, my heart was divided, so much so that I liked him but wasn't willing to sacrifise anything - that wasn't love. I think he was nice, in fact, too nice, and I could tell that he loved me so. All the endless gifts, notes and little stuff he did..

Just that I felt he wasn't my soulmate.

I guess love does work in funny ways and I really don't know what God is planning in my life, one soul who really can't stand being alone and always in need to feel that she matters in the eyes of someone. I really hope God won't let me live in regret :(

These 4 months had been fun. But the sad fact is, all good things must come to an end.

I only pray that God will do something.

List of Songs for Going on a Holiday!

Ok after listening to Lunafly's new album..it made me think of recommending a list of songs that you should put on your playlist if you're going on a holiday.. Basically these songs make you feel happy, jumpy, cheerful & just feel like dancing..hehehes..

1. Sistar - Loving You (Beach style)

2. Show Luo, Rainie Yang  羅志祥 楊丞琳 王見王 (City Style)

3. Kim Greem - Love Song (Countryside style)

4. IU - Beautiful Dancer (Concert Style)

5. 2pm - Hands Up (Club Style)

6. Lunafly - Fly to Love (Getaway style)

Happy Song :D - Introducing LUNAFLY!!!

Ok 2 days more to the last race for the sem - NUS Biathlon - hope I'll do well despite the off-formness I've been feeling since I was back from Adelaide..

Anyways to sidetrack a little - here's a new band that really is pure talented (though I think most Kpop bands I know of are too) They're quite unique actually but this song makes me sooooo happy that I just feel like dancing :)

Hehehs..

Lunafly - Fly to Love

Enjoy!

What's In A Name

It's Easter Sunday once again; I think, 2 years since the last Easter when I've reconfirmed my faith.

With all the turbulence in my thoughts and heavy workload these days, I went to church really feeling quite troubled and I thought that the message, at least some parts of it really touched me.

Ps David talked about Mary Magdelene and Jesus. Ok the most impressionable takeaway I got was that to Mary, he felt that Easter's sweetest sound was Jesus calling "Mary", something she recognised, when she did not even recognise Jesus when he asked her "Why are you crying?"

This made me think about my (or our) responses when people call us by our name.

You know what, the amazing thing is that I am sure that I can recognise anyone by their voice calling out my name! I did an exercise and tried to picture my name being called out and in my mind, I could really imagine their voices. Try that out & you'll know what I mean :) No wonder I prefer people calling my name

I wonder how would it sound for God to call me...

Things never stay the same...

I really hate this period of crunch time & that I'm gonna graduate soon :'(

I feel I don't have time for anything..

Plus this relationship is giving me mixed feelings.

I miss the late night talk-cock sessions.

I miss catching up after swim training on the MRT.

I miss studying in Central Library.

Looking forward to all the whatsapp & spam-smses ;)