In a way time moves sooo fast, sometimes you want it to but sometimes you'll wish it would just slow down.
Supposed to work on my essay now (yes on a public holiday I'm in school alone..thank God for the nice drizzle, hopefully it won't get too stuffy later) but I thought I should just pen down some random thoughts.
Today, we had training in the morning at 8am >.< freaking HOT so I didn't exactly do a proper workout I guess..but with an essay in mind, its never easy to do a mentally challenging set! Ok, I didn't know whether a bad dream was that bad to wake me up in time for training but I did not like that dream at all :((( a dream of betrayal & heartache..no wonder I woke up :/ After training, Ryan suggested we go have brunch together; then we decided to have ice cream at Mr Bean. Goshhh..I feel so slack, wasting so much time and eating some not-very-healthy stuff too..don't know if its worth it for that amount of moments spent. Sometimes, I think that I'm soooo stupid, always never learning from all the past experiences that failed (5 to be exact). Its hard to stop being so calculative honestly speaking but I think it might just make a difference - case to make - I actually took off my watch to run today for 2 sets, and it did not feel that bad at all!
Next thing, I'm sooo not looking forward to after next week - after John's Powerman; gonna miss training with him and all the trips home on Wed/Thur for a while. Ok not a while but a longggg time :(( hope he'll be back before I leave for China..sighh..I'm so used to not being aloneeee in travelling..
Thirdly, I'm not a sucker for English pop songs but really, some are really great..have been listening to some Maroon5, Usher's Numb, some clubbing songs (something which I've missed!) and Taylor Swift!!
(Picture from Wiki)Seriously, her songs echo certain thoughts in my mind..Sums up her new album:
"All the different emotions that are written about on this album are all pretty much about the kind of tumultuous, crazy, insane, intense, semi-toxic relationships that I’ve experienced in the last two years. All those emotions — spanning from intense love, intense frustration, jealousy, confusion, all of that — in my mind, all those emotions are red."
The songs do really bring out such emotions in me as well. Really nice to listen to especially on some emo-nights alone..
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